Forever Cherished Goddess

Forever falling further into the depths of your spell
In your safety I will forever dwell
Perfumed waves caress the air
Soft brown hair
I wake from a long sleep
Sweet dreams of you I want to keep
Craving to be near you
Patiently awaiting your cue
I yearn to feel skin on skin
Drinking you in, making my mind spin
Deep burning magnificent desire
Like rising flames in a roaring fire
Stimulating me to my core,
You are the one I adore
Our limbs intertwining becoming one
Making me cum undone
Worshiped and adored a sacred gift
Slowly under your weight I shift
Exploring with my hands and lips
There is passion all the way to my fingertips

Forever cherished my beautiful goddess


You are the very essences of my soul
Forever falling further into the depths of your spell
In your safety I will forever dwell

To want you is to say a bird wants to take to the wind
Perfumed waves caress the air, I wake from a long sleep
Sweet dreams of you I want to keep

To leave the impression of my body upon yours
Craving to be near you, I yearn to feel skin on skin
Energizing my spirit, making my mind spin

A drunken lust, I search for pleasure
Deep burning magnificent desire
Like rising flames in a roaring fire

Exploring, embracing, celebrating passion
Our limbs intertwining becoming one
Stimulating me to my core, you make me cum undone

Naked breasts, strong arms, lingering touches
Worshiped and adored a sacred gift
Slowly under your weight I shift

Trusting, tasting, squeezing, pleasing
Exploring with my hands and lips
There is passion all the way to my fingertips

Robbed of Innocence

A competition ensues to chat
From a boy in a black hat
Her with sun streaked hair
It never dawns on her to be aware

Sitting quietly in the dorm room
Unaware an obsession is in bloom
A stalker finds his prey
A game she did not know she was to play

Fear lurks around the bend
Later a secret she can’t even tell a friend
He convinces her of her uniqueness
Waiting for the perfect moment of weakness

The sound of the washing machine muffles her cry
Feeling his hands inch up her thigh
The back of his hand finds her soft tear stained cheek
The taste of blood fills her mouth, and she feels weak

The cries choke in her throat and fall flat
His sounds echo in her ears, as he whispers, “that’s that”
Feeling dirty, yet lucky to be alive
What do I do now, how do I survive?

For a friend........

Trapped in a timeless existence
We are separated by such distance
I crave a time of honest joy
My love for you, you slowly destroy
When you dress, it is no longer for me
My desires come out in a breathless plea

I beg you to seek assistance
But I am faced with such resistance
You tantalize me with hope of change
But our kisses are broken-promises exchanged
Wanting so much more, I find myself blue
I no longer know how to see this through

We merely partake in co-existence
This marriage is bound to burst under this persistence
My life with you I want to share
I fall to my knees in prayer
Shouldering the responsibility for your happiness, I can’t let go
For I fear a broken heart is all I am to know

Influences

“You don't have to be a "person of influence" to be influential. In fact, the most influential people in my life are probably not even aware of the things they've taught me.”
Scott Adams


As of late I have been influenced deeply by several people in my life that are all going through a tough time. Each one is strong and facing a completely different situation. Nonetheless their pain and growth has opened my eyes to a world I sometimes forget.

It is so easy to focus on short term goals and issues that directly effect us, we are often blind to the things happening all around us. The war, famine, economic crisis and on a smaller scale a friends marriage, childhood pain, and violation to a sister’s soul.

Their strength has influenced me in a way that I am having a tough time finding words for, yet these things have slowly robbed them of joy and happiness.

Take a moment and think hard about a person in your life that has given you strength perhaps at their weakest moment. Also let us think on how we may pass that strength on to someone else.

Saying Good-Bye

A planned vacation in July
I am suffocating and want to die
How did thing ever go so awry?

We once had love, that I can not deny
On a starry night staring into the sky
Happiness found us, new to love and shy

On you I can no longer rely
Letting out an exasperated sigh
All I can do is ask why?

I place my hand on your thigh
I slowly begin to cry
Life is to short to slide by

An end I must imply
My eyes are now bone dry
All is left is to say good-bye

Maddness


Sweet madness lies in wait
Pierced by an unlucky love
I feel hounded by this dream
My voice is stuck, I cannot scream
 
Under the light of the delirious sky
I think I long to die
Waking to see through groggy eyes
I know that I will hear only lies
 
Becoming more aware as my senses fully wake
I know you cannot give, only take
My soul is confined rapidly rotting
I begin secretly plotting
 
My palm flat to your chest
Your heart beating deep inside
Inches from me, I see your face
My pulse begins to race
 
Fighting the tears, I lie slowly aching
I shake inside as I feel my heart breaking
I force myself to hold back as I roll away
Wishing more than anything I could stay

I long for the time to stand still
Yet I have no self control, no will
Then I remember, you no longer care
Silently beside you I will no longer share
 
My dreams are now mine, mine alone
Your heart is as cold as stone.
My loins still burn
My stomach begins to churn
 
In the shadowy glade
I refuse to do it with a blade
Now in the ties that bind
I think I may change my mind
 
Tightly bound,
Not making a sound
Fighting with all your might
You just hung there in endless flight.
In the velvet forest
Vaguely lit by the summer moon
Your white gown floats very slowly
Like dragonflies threading for a thousand years
 
At times she arouses
A little pink rail carriage
With light soft touches
Little shivers erupt
 
On his golden chariot
Mad with love
Mounted in my soul
Endure triumphant clamoring

Carousel Ride

The coolness of the air outside
The smell of funnel cake fried
I spotted the carousel ride

In her big brown eyes all wide
I saw a desire implied
I jumped on a horse to ride alongside

Such a small space was the only divide
A brief touch of her hand did provide
In her I wanted to confide

The waves I felt deep inside
There was a hunger that could not be denied
I want our bodies to collide

Up and down on the horse I did glide
Every movement she complied
Making my insides slide

Feeling like a great over whelming tide
I didn’t want to lose our stride
I never wanted that feeling to subside

It was good for me she replied
My chest swelled with pride
I felt all tongue tied

I will never forget that carousel ride

Sarah Kay...... Hands


This is not my piece of work, and it is only a small clip but I met two people on the same day years ago that have impacted me deeply and they had a conversation with me about hands. This may only make sense over all to them but I think there is truth in her lines. That conversation stuck with me so much that when I stumbled upon this I knew I had to add it. So here it is.

Hands learn more then minds do. Hands learn to hold other hands. How to grip pencils and mold poetry. How to tickle piano keys, dribble basketballs and grip the handles of a bicycle. How to hold old people and touch babies. I love hands like I love people. They are the maps and compasses with which we navigate our way through life. Some people read palms to tell you your future, but I read hands to read your past. Each scar makes a story worth telling. Each callus palm or cracked knuckle a missed punch or years working in a factory.........
I tremble with unleashed passion.
His feather light touches will send me to the edge.
He tantalizes me with promises of paradise.
I purr with aching inside of me.
Gentle moist kisses.
Soft becomes fierce,
Fierce become rhythmic,
Rhythmic becomes exquisite.
Luscious velvet womanhood.
Clutching his shoulders, grinding my hips.
Eternal heaven felt.

For Heather...............


Fields and fields of purple heather
Little houses are strung together
The moon sleeps and I am left wondering
Through life am I just blundering?

We were worlds apart from love
My body you just made use of
Your love I never doubted
But then my mind was clouded

A quiet understanding was reached
When at first my trust was breached
You left and never explained
For our daughter my anger I try to contain

Things will never be the same
For it is you who should be ashamed
Twelve years you have put into bags
Over your new conquests you want to brag

Our marriage vowels you could not adhere
It would be easier if you would just disappear
Our little girl will feel the impact
Will her heart be left intact?

Forever

I don’t want to feel like this
I don’t want to miss your kiss
I don’t want you to hold me tight
Cuz my heart is breaking tonight
You said love me now
I said you don’t know how
The world spins and I stay still
I don’t think I can take a big enough pill
It won’t make the hurt go away
Tell me was she a good lay?
Was her hair blonde, brown or red
I must be sick in the head
When you said trust me it’s forever
I said; “Always it’s a leap and endeavor.”
Hold my hand we will jump together
I always thought it was forever.

A temptress am I


A temptress am I
Alluring you with my eyes
Convincing you with honeyed words
Deeper in my spell you do fall
Blood boiling, the room becomes small
Fascination dawns as a seduction blooms
Our smell hangs in the air, it looms
Your fingers clumsily undo my blouse
I long for you to be my spouse
Flames lick at my body
I give you full custody
Creamy breasts fill your hands
As my trust demands
Brushing soft mahogany hair away from my face
You quicken your pace
Urgency can be felt in your touch
Delicious rapture over takes me

Prisoner

Young woman a prisoner of her own design
Though you worry, you only seek me in times of question
Paragon influences language
Why question obscure understanding
Clever woman, obtuse man
The answers not surmised
My mind screams, my thoughts penetrate
Curious endeavors of the individual
We only remember yesterday
A ferocious circle of decaying sacrifice and love
Haunting thoughts pulse through me,
Make the pain real
Just make me feel
Discontent to feel melancholy
Drink in every broken breath......
Let it devour me whole
Empty platitudes, cunning zeal
Tear stained cheeks
Valid observations reached
Alleviate beauty, delight in character
Pierced eternity........ Swept into obscurity

The Scars We Bare

Teeth and anger did he bare
When the smell of burnt flesh hit the air
A child of hers not to be harmed
But that doesn’t change the scar on my arm
 
Through all of my tiny tears
Did she realize all of her fears?
Courage she did not have until that fateful night
She fought; and she fought with all her might

She left and never looked back
Never again would he attack
With two children and nowhere to go
She felt her life had little to show 

In her safety we did belong
Now all grown I know she was strong
A small reminder remains
From it a strength I have gained

Mischievous Sprite

Heart melting smile with the lips of mischievous sprite
A soft voice used to worship woman
Champagne drenched kisses
I use my poetry to speak to you
Delicious moist breath......
You don’t hear my words, but you embrace my questions
Sacred secrets felt
Fingers burn to tell stories
Candle light flickers across your face
Whispers tantalizing you ear
Listen, trust, celebrate, dance
Explore my thoughts, caress the depths of my soul 
Velvet corduroy, hard throbbing womanhood 
Slowly disappearing under the weight of responsibility
Don’t allow tomorrow to come
Let eternity wait

Art

Compose an abstract masterpiece
Capture balance and mold harmony
Observe rhythm in my silhouette
Write bold symbols
Paint vivid soft movements
Create wild brush strokes
Experiment with your imagination
Question your senses
Dazzle me with a sculptured song
Leave your impression upon my canvas

Bent and Broken

The twisted trees, scented twilight
On the calm inky water
Embroidered with black moss
Hidden by the window
Where the stars are sleeping
Cloaked in ignorance
Unfathomable space
I care for nothing
I no longer felt like myself
Faithless bent and broken
Tangled body movements
I lay contorted on the floor
Ragged breath dissolving emotion

What I know.................

I know envy and I know greed
I know love and I know hate
I know anger and I know grief
With you my fears are suspended in disbelief

Things aren’t always black and white
And neither of us can always be right
I know what it is to be happy and I know what it is to be sad
It hasn’t always been good, but neither has it all been bad

I know I can feel lost, with you I feel found
Your breathe in my ear, a reassuring sound
I know right from wrong
I know I am always trying to be strong

I know lust and I know desire
When you touch my skin it feels on fire
With you I feel no shame I know only grace
When I see you I feel only a smile on my face

I know there are highs and there will be lows
I have known sorrow and I have known joy
The moment they handed me my baby boy
I know I have hurt and I know pain
But only love is to be gained

Remembrance


There was a moment, when time was tangible
But memories fade like whispers on a windy day
Coffee, friendship a game of chess.
A love in the eyes that can never be expressed

We carry it around inside
Afraid it will break
Falling down on my knees
A mistake I cannot make

My facade is bare
Feelings that are too hard to share
Often experiences misunderstood
Never saying the things I should

It robs my mouth of speech
You are just out of my reach
Maybe someday you will know how I feel
Because of you my words are real

Orgasm

Summer shadows in the garden
Rain on rose petals
I’m week in the knees
Screaming, wanting deliriously panting
Delicate moments beneath a lazy moon
Vision are racing through me like a title wave.
Smooth breast, luscious creamy skin
Whispers, moans, chants
Bittersweet lovemaking
Urging frantic tongues
Licking, aching, lusting soaring
Sweat in my hair
I cry out in madness
My elaborate dreams forever suspended in time